Quote Originally Posted by RickTheRuler View Post
Boy this is fucking nuts. I’m next level depressed, & vented to my dad about not wanting to be on this earth anymore. Damn lol..im battling my own brain & living minute by minute.

but physically the only thing I’m feeling is more strength. Sexually I’ve seem to have gotten worse. No morning wood for a while.

I’m gonna try this for another week, if things don’t improve I’ll drop it at 3-4 weeks or something, so I can at least get something out of it & not quit too early.

Other concerns is that I always had this weird nose pressure, & mucous in the back of my throat with PFS, some days it’s there some days not so much.. also at times when I tear while yawning or anything else, my eyes get itchy.

I am a bit overwhelmed with all these things going on at once.. & I feel like the Mucous & itchiness are things that hold me back from progressing. Do they?

I deff have a smaller nose & all those crazy physical symptoms. Is it possible to come back from these severe symptoms without pro hormone use? My concern is that the herbs won’t be enough given the level of fucked I am.

Could really use help.


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you gotta reframe the situation bro

"if i get through this, it will help me by making me stronger, resourceful, and resilient" etc etc

gotta look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself why you feel like shit
then ask what could you do to make yourself feel better
and ask how getting through this can benefit you
grind
then you gotta visualize yourself getting through this situation and visualize the process of you grinding through

shit like that keeps your mental edge in tact

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also at least you even feel some energy slightly

i havent felt jack shit yet on the andro cycles lmao

but im here still going at it though with the protocols