Next week will be 6 weeks, I already started my 3rd bottle like a week ago.. I think imma just finish up this bottle, it should put me at 7 weeks, 8 weeks max. I need to buy some time to order some more herbs anyway.

I’m also digging the little strength bump, I hit 540 for 6 reps on deadlifts yesterday.. . But I still haven’t gotten around to my muscles “feeling it “despite aesthetically looking alright & being strong as fuck even for normal guys & Especially for my body weight (187-190). Fuck this condition, it’s not stopping me from being a beast athletically. Screw that.

The mental sides are still there but a bit better. These prohormones deal with GABA, seretonin etc.. so I get ridiculous lethargy, then at times overstimulation, with anxiety, depression..Lots of chemicals working themselves out in my brain. I actually welcoming the ridiculous lethargy cause it feels drug like.. I’d sleep 10 hours, wake up and still be in a trance with my eyes barely staying open, taking multiple naps.. it’s kind of annoying and it takes more effort to do stuff, but I’ll take this over crippling anxiety any day.

I get quick moments of DHT itch... I get blood flow and some form of an erection with a sexual thought, and touching it gives a faster response to an erection. I’m not definite about this, it could all be in my head. It seems like I’ll be alright with a woman if I’m on a PDE5. Especially when you throw in the fact that it works better when your with a woman vs by yourself with pfs (interplay of hormones) but the fact that responses are happening with my thoughts alone is a good sign? Maybe.. excuse my indecisive language, I’m never 100% sure of anything when it comes to pfs, I always deny any potential improvement I have in my head to avoid disappointment. I’m not dealing with women anyway cause honestly my confidence level is just not there in this department. Even if things did work, my head ain’t there.

Comforting to know that recovery or not, this is what I’m on Forever. You guys think I’m playing when I say forever lol. By the time I’m 28 (23 now) I’ll have like 25 pro hormone cycles under my belt lol. I’m never stopping.



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