Quote Originally Posted by joelander View Post
Hey fellas.....just wanted to ask I am doing this program because I tried everything else.....spent thousands of dollars on bullshit like rife machines and ozone machines etc many more and nothing has worked.
Alcohol is the only vice that actually makes me feel half human like I wanna talk to people again and can actually look them in the eye. It’s frustrating when you feel like a zombie and a couple drinks takes that anxiety away......if I wanna feel human again for the weekend and then hit the program from Monday to Friday......is it that bad? Can I still heal from this?
Alcohol is a no go in the beginning my friend. Even on the weekends. The rub there is that by the time your brain is recovering from your splurge on the weekends, the next weekend is already knocking on your door. The reason you can't look people in the eye is because of the damage done to your Gabergenic system. Alcohol fixes this temporarily, but makes it worse in the long run. If you want to be fixed, you gotta ditch it. Not permanently mind you, but for a nice long while.

Phenibut would be the better choice as Jacknap mentions, but honestly, you need to learn how to cope without. You need to fix your brain so that you don't need anything to feel any kind of way. Plus, phenibut is good.....too good. I've gotten into trouble with it a few times. Kill's social anxiety better then booze, it doesn't fuck you up and it is pro sleep. For these reasons alone it is VERY difficult to keep your usage respectable......for me it was anyway.

If you really want to heal, you gotta pay the piper and go through the shit. It's unfortunately the only way.