Dknighten's Road To Recovery

[DKnighten]

What is so bad about the graduate program if you don't mind me asking? I had issues with school such as bad anxiety while studying, and kinda like an information overload where I got panic attacks while trying to remember stuff. Sound kinda similar?

The fluid retention I've seen Jacknap talk about how he walked around with a moonface from water retention, I also had water retention and it comes and goes. Maxout and CD and some other guys said the same stuff about skin where they couldn't feel it or it was soft and rubbery I think, someone said something about having imprints in their legs after getting out of chairs, but I don't remember where I saw that.

Bottom line is I really don't think you're a special case man, if you could trade places with me you'd see how fucked I am/was too, especially mentally. I just don't really play it up on the forum because this is a place of positivity. I think your symptoms will go away once you get to work. I don't think your lymphatic system is broken man, just like I don't think I have brain damage. This month out of nowhere my memory started flickering on and off randomly. I did my fast almost 8 months ago and started the herbs in January.

The anxiety and cognitive issues certainly make it hard, CD describes it as thinking through a blanket and that's pretty accurate. It's like looking out through a dull window constantly. But what makes it unbearable is not being able to feel my muscles and my body swelling. Sitting in a chair or standing is like being supported by rubber. All I feel is the contact of my joints with the ground. Like my muscles are not even online. Even my feet and hands are puffy & my skin is thin as shit everywhere. I'm not doubting your symptoms or trying to say that I need some kind of extra attention or whatever. I have just always been in tremendous shape my whole life and now a simple walk around the block is like walking in an obese dead body. In my previous post I said I wouldn't update until after the fast was underway or completed and I should've stuck to that. The veterans have stated that the pathway for recovery is the same for everyone affected by Finasteride and I should just trust that. There's honestly nothing else I can do.

I am very glad to hear that your situation is improving man.

[Cdsnuts]

The veterans have stated that the pathway for recovery is the same for everyone affected by Finasteride and I should just trust that. There's honestly nothing else I can do.

I am very glad to hear that your situation is improving man.

Correct, and correct. The blind faithers are the quickest to recover.....always. And the main reason why? Not just because they are doing what is laid out for them, moreso they are not getting in their own way by thinking they can change this or tweak that, etc.

Just do it man. The sooner, the better.