Alchemical Recovery out of hell of PSSD after taking similar 5ar pharma drug

[Alchemy]

Well coming from somebody else who always seemed to be into self-sabotage, if I did it anyone can do it

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The belief in my mind is cemented which will override the doubt and self sabatoge.

Until I stumbled on your protocol I was confused. I have knowledge of individual protocols and tried a few here and there but with no consistency because I was missing the belief that it would work for me, because I thought what I was going through was unique to me.

But every symptom you and others have had, is the same as what I have so the doubt is gone. Path is laid out in simple steps albeit requiring work and sacrifice, but it's a small price to pay for recovery and it's all character building in the process. It has been like trying to solve a puzzle and collecting some of the pieces but never knowing how to put them together. Thankfully you and others here who have recovered have solved it and provided the template.

Everything I've learned over the years through different modalities can finally be synthesised into one ultimate program for regeneration that I know for sure will work given time and consistency. This is an amazing breakthrough for me and I will enjoy the journey in rebuilding myself from the ground up day by day.

I just can't just wait to start eating again, been watching food porn thinking of all the different paleo recipes I'm going to try. There is a great pizza one using eggs and coconut flour for the crust. I use to make pizzas out of cauliflower and it was delicious. I know guys who are afraid of missing out on their favourite takeways, but there is a great adaption recipes that will taste even better and be healthy at the same time. So you can have fries and pizza but with organic paleo friendly ingredients without the gluten sugar,salt and bad carbs.

I just can't fucking wait for it all. I've used the herbs in the past and they spiked my libido up before stopping that as I went back to bad habits, so I know they work.

On a meditation retreat I was informed about win hoff and the guy was a beast at meditating and getting extrasensory experiences, so I know that works.

The rest speaks for itself, just so pumped up, I'm just counting the days before I'm back really hitting all areas like a special marine training for battle. Reading Maxout777's recovery just pumped me up even more if that was even possible lol. I get obessed with things as do have ocd but it's all been on the wrong things. Now I'm obsessed with being in the best possible heath. I will get into this lifestyle and make it second nature as its I'm just automatically remembering to brushing my teeth while I go about my life instead of endlessly searching for answers and a way out of the labyrinth.