KKND story and update thread (Need advice)

[kknd269]

I'm 26 yo 5'7 146 lb (used to be near 160lb before PFS happened), I live in California now. I have been on the drug from April 2016 to September 2017.

I noticed a strong side effect (can not achieve erection, basically happend in really short time)during my trip to UK/CHINA. The week before I noticed the side effect I still had great sex with my gf.. but it just hit me so hard suddenly. I stopped the poison on 9/9/2017. After I stopped, nothing got better. I developed more symptoms like insomnia, sweat, depression, anxiety and heart beat fast when I move around. I did some blood test I will post below.

I am not taking any medicines now and I am eating healthy (meat/veggie/not much carb). I do see some symptons get better recently. I have hard erection during sleep and after I wake up I could achieve erection without my hand. But in the afternoon it stays cold and dead. I could not achive any erection or erection would be super soft. My sleep is still bad but I can fall sleep (waking up every 2-4 hours). Sweating is still here (cold sweat).

I am taking Vit B/C/D and L-airginine. I have not started any herbs yet. (just got all of them today)

My first blood test was on 9/15/2017

PRL 13.89 ng/ml 4.04-15.2
T 11.92 nmol/l 8.64-29
E2 72.15 pmol/l 94.8-223
FSH 7.6 IU/L 1.5-12.4
LH 5.6 iu/L 1.7-8.6
PROG 1.3 nmol/l <4.3

Second blood test was on 9/29/2017

T is 261 300-1000 below normal now
FT is 2.6% 1.3-2.9%
FT calculation is 68 44-240
SHBG is 13 10-60
TSH 1.3 0.5-5
Prolactin is 14.6 4-13
LH 1.8 1-9
FSH 7 1-19.4

The third one was 10/5/2017 (only test a few thing)
FT calculation 80 44-240
LH 8.1 1-9
FSH 10 1-19.3
Total E 29 10-69
E2 20 10-40
Prol 8.3 1-13

The 4th bloodtest on 10/16/2017
FT calculation 77 44-240
Total T 317 300-1080
Vit D 31.5 >30
FT percentage 2.4 1.6-2.9
SHBG 17 11-80

I am taking another blood recently. I am at 6th week off the drug now. I'm not sure if I should give more time for my body to recover or start the fast and herb cycle now? And I have both Low T and Low E instead of high E like most of guys here. I think my T is increasing since I am getting more erection recently ? The depression and anxiety is gone for about 2 week(I think mostly because I am not reading the horrible stories and looking into these recovery stories like cdnuts/chi/English etc). I need advice from you guys!!