feeling a bit emotional today. lurked my dad's facebook and he stopped posting things around the time of my crash.. and he had some really sad things too... gave both my parents a hug and told them how much I love them.

I really hope I can make it up to him because although he has been frustrated not believing me at times he has done a shit load for me and just want to make him proud.

I really hope I can get back my health. This shit is scary and filled with question marks. Thank you everyone here who has supported me.

Been crying past few hours on/off.

I hope if I fully recover I can make the world a better place and cut out some of the douchery I exhibit. (Though when I have my upswings I sometimes am guilty of the same old same old)