yeah during my cleanse i've been doing a lot of meditation. I'm not good at it either despite been doing it for 5+ years.
for adrenals lay down flat on your back on your bed. no pillows and just use holosync. if u dont have the dough you can rip it off youtube binaural beats
Powerful Third Eye Opening Binaural Beat Subliminal Visualization Video Manifestation Movie - YouTube
been doing it 2-3 hours daily during my cleanse and reached some spooky deep levels of meditation. raised my awareness big time during those 'satori's'