sleep still fucked sometimes.

libido is decent. was able to have sex twice a night past 2 nights...

mood is amazing not sure if it's the 4 andro addition or because i've been tanning cause we have heat and clear skies over here rn. probably bit of both.

i have a quiet confidence and lower anxiety that I haven't had for years even before i crashed

bathing my brain with all these androgens is doing me some good but it's also making me paranoid that I had some sorta hypogonadism because I didn't realize how shitty I felt mentally. mood wise etc. was so grouchy and I thought it was just because I had bad experiences etc. but shows how much of it is biochemical. Then so many people think they know what depression is and that it can easily be shifted by life style changes. when I do more positive lifestyle habits than 90% of people and i'm still often grouchy lol