Yeah, mentally I expected to be screwed up. But when I saw the little to none physical responses it stressed me out a bit on top of it. I did put a certain expectation on what benefits should I feel on it despite me talking my shit saying I don’t care if takes me 20 cycles to get cured lol.
Edited: If anything I probably could just get it up easier, I get it up by swiping my tip through my pants a few times. Not the best quality in the world though. I made out with a girl a few weeks back & felt some action brewing.. but my brain got fucked with the sides. I was ready for it though. I know what it does to seretonin, gaba etc.