Been a long time coming! Overwhelmed and don't know where to start.

[K8668B]

I don't understand you.

You've made posts about how great you're feeling and how this is working so good, etc. And then in the same breath, you make a post and say everything is shit and nothing is working? Which is it? Because it can't be both.

You know it doesn't make any sense. You're either very high, or very low.

And, you need to do something to quiet your mind so that you're not thinking about PFS 24/7. That's a fast track to driving yourself fucking crazy. One of the most important things you can do is to get control of your mind. Breathing, meditation....I'm going to bet you're not doing them given the erratic nature of your posts.

You're like a yoyo man. You need to get your head on straight.

I'm also going to suggest you do some research on why complaining should be avoided at all costs......

Dude are you for real? I do breathwork religiously! Im good at it too. Meditating, no.. i acutally dont know how to.. it seems complicated for me to figure out. but it is NOW the most important thing im working on. And when i feel good, i DO feel good... but my dick is still at the same shitty baseline. so yeah im gonna be fed up about that, and yeah i think its bullshit how my dick responds to nothing. Im busting my ass here, making sure i do everything down to the T, getting literally every food in, trying to not eat the bad, trying to not over work my digestive, adrenals, trying to have good sleep discipline HIIT sprints 2x, workouts in the gym 5-6 days a week... while running out of money, and living on a budget. i bet i probably make the least amount of money on the entire forum. I mean for real.. who wouldnt be fed up!! now were about to get hit with a fucking hurricane! but im cool now... ive chilled out in the last few hours. but seriously though. im over this PFS crap... still fighting.. but i dont want to talk or think about it for awhile. like i said, i now know what to do instinctively.

youre right though... i pretty much did just make myself go crazy. from here on out, it is a new me. im still listening to you, or perhaps im finally listening to you and others for the first time. i burnt myself out to the point where i cant talk or think about it anymore